I want to first say, welcome back to the real world! I cannot even imagine how it was in there nor do I ever want to. 17 years is a lot for anyone to handle but I can say this, takes a lot of character to be able to come out and be able to look at life with a more positive look.
I am 23 years old and I am a Drag Queen who works in nightlife. I appreciate the things you did for this community and nightlife, you made it more mainstream and allowed it to be more accepting. As nightlife people, we bring excitement, entertainment, and just great times for the customers. We bring business to the venues and make the nights more FAB! You have to be a certain type of person to be able to handle this type of work. You created a type of lifestyle that people will take part in for years to come, thank you for that!
I have been seeing a lot of comments and posts from some people who are excited about your release and there are people who wish you would be murdered. The harsh comments I feel are unnecessary because I do not feel two wrongs make a right. As a tax payer and as a citizen in this country, I feel that if you can't do the time, don't do the crime. You served your time and should be allowed a second chance in this world. I am a strong believer that whatever we do in this lifetime, we will be judged in the after life. Your past will always be with you and your final judgement will be there waiting for you in the next life.
I hope with everything that is going on: the interviews, the fame, just everything, you take it and use it for the best. You have been a role model for a lot of people for years and you let down a lot of people with what happened. Now with this new freedom, you have the opportunity to give back and make a difference. Give back, GIVE back, GIVE BACK! Make the rest of your life a difference and as RuPaul says, "DON'T FU#K IT UP!" but if you have no clue what I am talking about, watch RuPaul's Drag Race.
A few more things before I let you go, I do not want you to think, I think what you did was right. I do not want you to think I am praising you and worship the ground you walk. I feel what happened was very disgusting and no one will ever forget it. But I respect the work you did in the past and I know you will do well in the future.
On that note, fly free bird, FLY and let your flight see many glorious sights!
With Much Love,
So how many of you have seen this phrase on profiles, such as
Grindr, DNR, Jack'd, Scruff, A4A, etc?
Everytime I see this wording, it cracks me up. I find it so funny that people are putting this as their headline on a Gay app. Sorry to burst your bubble hunny, there is nothing straight about sucking a cock, even if they look as fabulous as I do.
One of my favorite things to ask these kinds of people is, "What kind of things are you into?"...their answers are usually "I am a top, I fuck, and that’s it". Maybe this is what they mean when they say, "straight acting". When I think of straight people having sex, I picture a man sucking on titties, girl blowing the guy, guy eating her out, then fucking. When I hear a gay guy say he is "straight acting", I do not see them doing this with anyone, unless the person has transitioned.
When you are on one of these fabulous apps next time, make
sure to network with one of these straight actors and get their opinion on
what they mean by this phrase. Feel free to comment below with your research, I am curious to find out more =)
Have a Jizzilicious Day!
Wow, its almost September and I must say, I have never looked sooo pasty!
Where has this summer gone and what have I done to really enjoy it. Well to be honest I have done some exciting things this summer, but the more exciting stuff is this fall.
My summer started off quite eventful: I was in Albany for a week and then NYC for a week, doing gigs. Albany pride was so much fun especially seeing someone get their cheek bitten off. Other than that, my gurl Bette was amazing because she let me stay at her place near the bar, which made it soo much easier to go to the shows and pride festivities. Plus she is an awesome woman to hangout with, such a big heart.
I got to see my grandmother, who was diagnosed with Breast Cancer, but has made a recovery. I believe she is the first person in my family to survive cancer, which is a blessing. During this visit, my little sister and I got to spend sometime together and really be the big goofs we are.
RANT MOMENT!: OK, so I love my family dearly but how messed up is this. The cats I had for the longest part of my life are now gone. When my family bought the new house, they got rid of the cats without telling us. So depressing because those cats would cheer you up if you were down. The one I feel the most for is my little sister because those were her buddies, she spent the most time with them.
Anyways....NYC was a blast as well, my older sister and I got to spend some needed time together, the show was fun at Boots N Saddles and I got to see the new Snow white movie w/ Charlize Theron...SHE WAS GORGEOUS AND DIVALICIOUS!!!!!!!!!!
Other than that, Rochester Pride was great and all the amazing photoshoots I got to do. This summer was definitely productive. Now I am excited for fall because I get to spoil myself to boy clothes. JizzaBella has been pampered for awhile, I need to pamper myself.
Keep posted because this fall is the WILD COLLEGE PARTY w/ DeeDee Dubois and I, September 15th! also the Fringe Festival at the Max...details below....Sept. 21st, keep the date =)
DeeDee's WCP Sat. 9/15 at TILT with JizzaBella, Claire, & Guy
$100 hot body contest
21+ free admission from 10-11 / plus $2.50 drinks till 11
EVERYONE gets 2 for 1 admission with your college ID all night!
Drag101 Fri. 9/21 - Max at Eastman Place - Rochester Fringe!
Friday September 21st for a fabulous evening with DeeDee Dubois, Sasha Sashay, JizzaBella, Frankie Starr, Roxie LaRoux and Deelicious!
This one of a kind show is not to be missed... tickets are on sale now for $8:
- Wegmans "That's The Ticket"
- Eastman Theater Box Office
In the Atrium at Max at Eastman Place... doors open at 10:30PM, show time is 11PM!
Make sure your not prejudiced but colorful =)
Soo with Valentine's day passing, I got thinking, I needed to write about my single life.
For all those who did not know, I am single and always have been! Shocking? ehh not really.
I must admit it gets lonely but at the same time I do not know if I have time to have a boo. With my schooling, work, and drag, life becomes too busy.
But let me say with Drag, it makes it easier to be single because its not like people want me anyways. Drag is the major blocker of dating because people get confused to what gender I am or my interests. I constantly get told because of drag, I must be fem! Well not really, to be honest I like to be pretty "butch" at times too =)
Drag is a hobby of mine and I have become more seriously with it over time, but right now I just need to focus on myself. If I were to date someone, I would need them to accept my drag and what I do with it. It is a big part of me and if someone cannot accept that, then Sashay away!
As I get to know new people, one thing they tell me is they are impressed that I come out and say I am a drag queen and I would have to say that is because I do not want to keep it a secret. I like to be honest and blunt because the truth will come out in uglier forms, if you are not honest from the gecko.
Being single sucks at times especially at night, when you just want to cuddle with someone but I overcome that loneliness and just find one of my fluffy pillows =).
Anyways, I need to get to bed but I want to end off saying, if you think you would date a drag queen or want to give a holler to me? =) then speak up bitch because I have a hard time picking up on signs hehe.
xoxo - JizzaBella
Omg!!!! ONE MORE WEEK!
I have not been on a plane since 2nd grade and I am finally getting on one to go to Las Vegas and LA. Who would thought I would be going out there for my birthday! This is a big treat to myself and I deserve it!
This is a new year and I am starting the new year with positive energy and hope this energy will allow me to have the strength for a certain TV show =)
I also have been selling my tshirts for my birthday and I am hoping people will buy the shirts for my birthday gift =)
Other than that, I pray I do better in school this semester and I hope I have a blast out west. That would be a great birthday gift too! I will be gone from the 1st to the 7th.
Make sure to keep posted for photos and videos from there! xoxo
With Much Love,
Hello World, Community, my Bellinas or Jizzybears!
I am sure you have heard through the grape vine, that I am taking a break from Drag. This is not a retirement nor is it a goodbye, it is see you later. I am not doing this for promotional reasons or trying to get people thinking, that I am retiring to just have a great come back. The reason why I am taking a break is because I am going to be spending a lot of time on new outfits, hairs, shoes, jewelry, etc. for an audition video that I will be submitting for a special drag show =).
This is something that means the world to me, so I am going to spend a lot of time on it. The other reasons why I am taking a break is because I want to focus on school and work. I have too much stuff to do now and I need to be able to focus.
I love drag, so I will not be gone forever!
If you have any questions? please don't be afraid to talk to me. I love you all and I WILL BE BACK!!
*Do note* My last performance before my break will be October 8th! At Tilt NightClub for DeeDee Dubois' Wild College Party!
Go to https://www.facebook.com/event.php?eid=167694959983042 for more information.
Also I will be at Tilt for my girl Venus D'Lite from RuPaul's Drag Race Season 3, the World Famous Madonna Impersonator, to cheer her on and support her. **
With all my love,
It has been awhile since I have written in you and thought I would catch you up on what my thoughts have been recently. After a long conversation with a true friend, I have realized there are a lot of things that I see wrong with myself and the environment I tend to surround myself with.
One thing I tend to do is surround myself with people that I feel are good people, but are not good people for me. Never have I been happy of drugs, violence, or a lot of sex. I am a man and I do find myself being frustrated at times but being a slut is not the answer in my life. I make jokes that I whore it up and that being the Queen of Jizz has its duties, but its all a persona I portray. Some people find it to be true, some see right through it. It comes to that part where you need to get to know me before you can judge me. Another flaw that drips from this paragraph is dishonesty. Me playing a character and having that character blend into my life out of drag makes it confusing for those that associate with me. When I play that persona of a slut as a conversation starter at times....for example: "Want to ride my di*k?"...it makes it hard for people to know what is true and what is not.
That is something I did to my own reputation and no one else. At times I wish I was a slut because that would allow me to feel more attention, attention that I tend to go after a lot, but in reality I do not want the sexual attention, I sometimes look for, just because I hate the feeling of being useless after. I want to feel appreciated just as much as I appreciate others. I have come a far way since the beginning of my exploration of life but there are things I still need to change about me, that will allow me to become that person I want to be in my future! With time, comes change. All I can do now is to move past the judgements of those who do not matter to me and listen to the ones that love me and those who only want the best for me! Life is not a silver platter, in fact it is a dirty plate, you just have to pick your brand of soap of preference to help you clean that grime of life, to give you the finished product of a clean plate! Hahah sounds lame doesn't it? I was thinking that as I was typing it!
Anyways, I want to continue writing in this diary in the future, it helps clean my mind of thoughts I have! Take care and I will be writing more soon!
With much love,
The random but entertaining Queen herself! The Official Diary of JizzaBella.